I don’t understand people at times. But working with people around you can be rather annoying, especially when there are people who doesn’t cooperate with each other.
It would certainly be a challenge to whoever that’s taking charge.

Recently watched “we not naughty” with a few old friends. I have to say that it’s a rather nice movie.
Really funny scenes throughout the whole movie, but also a rather touching movie.
It definitely made me think of my mum after the movie. I wonder how did my mum go through all the pain and trouble to bring me up, given that I’m such a rebellious kid in the past.

Well, that’s just some thoughts that ran through my mind tonight.

Through these days, it had really shown me how much more selfish people can be, expecting others to help them when they don’t even want to help their own selves.
It certainly doesn’t make any sense like as if you are trying to gather spilled milk.
It’s just one of those days that I feel like running away from everything, going into a new place where I can start everything afresh.

Well, screw this!

It’s like a high time in an all time low.
Am I making sense? Maybe not.
but it really feels good though the time here isn’t getting any better.
It really got me wondering why am I being placed here in the first place.

Days like these is really starting to make me miss those times and those people that I hang with.
And certainly some memories that would either bring a smile or frown to my face.
Well, life goes on~

Well, this marks the end of year 2011, and it basically mean a new chapter. A new start, I’m certainly not gonna set any resolutions for this coming year but I’m gonna move towards a goal.
Maybe I ain’t making any sense, but why not let’s just say that I’m trying this out.

This year passed by so quickly like in a snap of a finger, all had gone and passed.
6 months in army had just gone by like that, with me wasting wasted time.
This was the life that is gonna go on for 2 years.

What if the world ends in 2012? What would you do now? Would you still be living life like you are now, wasting time away?
Watching days go by and just merely moving along?
If it is true that the world is gonna end in one year, make it count!

And this got me wondering, would they ever feel happy?
Would they feel happy from the misery other people get?
If they do feel happy about that, it just basically mean that they are either sadistic or one who is seriously lifeless.
Whereas if they don’t, is just show how suck up they are, doing things to try to make themselves look good.

And to the person who gave me loads of headache and a pile of trouble to clear up, thanks!
Thanks for keeping me occupied and making my day “lively”, thanks for giving me work to do. I really do appreciate what you did today.
Thank you so so much, you lifeless loser. I’ve never seen such a retarded imbecile in my life before.
Well, I can take going through all these shit. But at least I know that I’m not wrong.

I don’t know how is it gonna end up, but I’m certainly gonna give it a shot tomorrow.
It’s all I can do and hope for.
Other than that, all I can do is just to wait and see where God wants me to be at.

Beautiful city isn’t it. Really wish I can be there one day.

There it is, still moving on like how everything used to be.
Looking forward to what’s new in life, yet thinking back of how great things were in the past.
Damn, it feels as if I’m a rolling stone. Moving on from things to things.
Never settling down to really feel home, or maybe this is all caused by how the system runs.

Things ain’t getting any better, though there are certainly more privileges. It still goes on the same old way.
Tell me why, why can’t things remain the same old way? The way it once was.
Is it possible to turn back time, or at least go back to how everything used to be?
I know things can’t be the same now. But can we try at least?

Pretty much one enjoyable day with crazy people.
Sun-burnt shoulders, but one fun day off from camp.
We need more of these!

Or maybe I’m just socially inept?
I can be one that really talk a lot, but when it comes to meeting strangers, I’d be left out feeling hell speechless.
Trying to strike up a conversation to get to know them, but it would always end up with me feeling awkward.
I wonder what’s happening to me? Am I starting to look so unsociable that people wouldn’t want to approach me or talk to me first?
Ok, maybe I’m really socially inept.

I wanna be laughed at, laughed with, just because I wanna feel weightless and that should be enough.

I certainly miss the old times, the people who came and enlisted into army with me in june.
I really don’t know what to say, but it certainly makes a big difference after this big “shuffle”.
People that just came in, they don’t seem to give a damn and it certainly won’t work out in army.

I don’t know how are we gonna pull it through with the new people.
But I really miss the former platoon that came in during june.

And all that I can hope for is a miracle to happen now.