January 17, 2012
The sad truth.
It’s another long and boring day back in camp and though there isn’t much for this week, it sure had been rather tiring.
Riding this coaster that’s led by one who can’t lead, it’s certainly tiring.
And sometimes I do ask myself why can’t I be bold and speak up, except for important times.
It is hard when you wanna help but you’re unable to help. Or maybe it’s just because I’m socially inept?
Through these days, it had really shown me how much more selfish people can be, expecting others to help them when they don’t even want to help their own selves.
It certainly doesn’t make any sense like as if you are trying to gather spilled milk.
It’s just one of those days that I feel like running away from everything, going into a new place where I can start everything afresh.
Well, screw this!
January 13, 2012
New start.
Certainly don’t even feel like it is a new start of this year though.
Everything does feel the same.
In fact, I wonder why must things be done in the very first place.
It’s like a high time in an all time low.
Am I making sense? Maybe not.
but it really feels good though the time here isn’t getting any better.
It really got me wondering why am I being placed here in the first place.
Days like these is really starting to make me miss those times and those people that I hang with.
And certainly some memories that would either bring a smile or frown to my face.
Well, life goes on~
December 31, 2011
Well, this marks the end of year 2011, and it basically mean a new chapter. A new start, I’m certainly not gonna set any resolutions for this coming year but I’m gonna move towards a goal.
Maybe I ain’t making any sense, but why not let’s just say that I’m trying this out.
This year passed by so quickly like in a snap of a finger, all had gone and passed.
6 months in army had just gone by like that, with me wasting wasted time.
This was the life that is gonna go on for 2 years.
What if the world ends in 2012? What would you do now? Would you still be living life like you are now, wasting time away?
Watching days go by and just merely moving along?
If it is true that the world is gonna end in one year, make it count!
December 8, 2011
Unjust society.
Certainly things had not been going well though it is a week that goes pass feeling damn slack.
However, today was a day that shown me another kind of people.
A kind who really sucks up to those people of higher authority and bosses over people who are under him.
A kind who twists his words and exaggerate over small matters to bring himself up.
And this got me wondering, would they ever feel happy?
Would they feel happy from the misery other people get?
If they do feel happy about that, it just basically mean that they are either sadistic or one who is seriously lifeless.
Whereas if they don’t, is just show how suck up they are, doing things to try to make themselves look good.
And to the person who gave me loads of headache and a pile of trouble to clear up, thanks!
Thanks for keeping me occupied and making my day “lively”, thanks for giving me work to do. I really do appreciate what you did today.
Thank you so so much, you lifeless loser. I’ve never seen such a retarded imbecile in my life before.
Well, I can take going through all these shit. But at least I know that I’m not wrong.
November 21, 2011
The “point”?
It have reached to a point that I can’t seem to care about it anymore.
But things seem to be pulling me down, I really do not know where should I be heading.
It seems like as if I’m at the “breaking point”.
To face it or to be running away from it.
It is certainly tiring to be thinking about it the whole time yet being unable to do anything.
I need to start making up my mind and decide whether to face it or to run away from it.
I don’t know how is it gonna end up, but I’m certainly gonna give it a shot tomorrow.
It’s all I can do and hope for.
Other than that, all I can do is just to wait and see where God wants me to be at.
November 12, 2011
There it is.
Beautiful city isn’t it. Really wish I can be there one day.
There it is, still moving on like how everything used to be.
Looking forward to what’s new in life, yet thinking back of how great things were in the past.
Damn, it feels as if I’m a rolling stone. Moving on from things to things.
Never settling down to really feel home, or maybe this is all caused by how the system runs.
Things ain’t getting any better, though there are certainly more privileges. It still goes on the same old way.
Tell me why, why can’t things remain the same old way? The way it once was.
Is it possible to turn back time, or at least go back to how everything used to be?
I know things can’t be the same now. But can we try at least?
October 26, 2011
Yeah! It’s a public holiday!
Hell yeah, today was a public holiday and it meant a day off from camp.
And the whole day was spent at sentosa, the beach that everyone loves, I suppose.
Wow, it was certainly madness tripping over funny things and rolling into water to make yourself look like a joke. Blasting music and chilling at a corner.
Along with a couple of drinks.
Well, the rain didn’t seem to spoil the day much though it did rained as there was a beach bar to chill and have some pizzas at.
Pretty much one enjoyable day with crazy people.
Sun-burnt shoulders, but one fun day off from camp.
We need more of these!
October 19, 2011
I wanna feel weightless!
I don’t know if it is the people around me or what, but I have been finding myself having problems communicating with new people.
Or maybe I’m just socially inept?
I can be one that really talk a lot, but when it comes to meeting strangers, I’d be left out feeling hell speechless.
Trying to strike up a conversation to get to know them, but it would always end up with me feeling awkward.
I wonder what’s happening to me? Am I starting to look so unsociable that people wouldn’t want to approach me or talk to me first?
Ok, maybe I’m really socially inept.
I wanna be laughed at, laughed with, just because I wanna feel weightless and that should be enough.
October 18, 2011
A new beginning?
Is this a new beginning or what? It sure seem more like the start of hell.
I once thought that we were the worst ever people in this place, but the new people have already proven me wrong.
I certainly miss the old times, the people who came and enlisted into army with me in june.
I really don’t know what to say, but it certainly makes a big difference after this big “shuffle”.
People that just came in, they don’t seem to give a damn and it certainly won’t work out in army.
I don’t know how are we gonna pull it through with the new people.
But I really miss the former platoon that came in during june.
And all that I can hope for is a miracle to happen now.
October 9, 2011
Therapy
Finally POP! It marks the end of the tedious basic military training stage.
But there’s still a long way to go, a damn 1 year and 8 months more to go.
But well, at least things went well on thursday, the rain came at the right time to help me get everything in place.
Well, guess what? Caught All Time Low!!! It was a rainy thursday which I had my damn passing out parade back in army camp, and right after that was a time of adrenaline rush from the period I rushed out of camp to head to sentosa.
All Time Low was in singapore and I’m definitely not gonna miss it! And thanks to the rain, the event got delayed and I made it! I made it in time to their concert!
It was like the best concert ever! The most awesome shit that is.
I’d never forget 6th october 2011, the best thursday night ever!
Well, I guess I should let the photos do the talking.
*Some photos are taken from Jasmine*
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